When I died I went to the light only to find out that we are the lights. I was a very pale blue color. I don't know how I know that, I just do. When the other lights (souls) would get closer to me, I could feel them and their warmth and love for me. I felt so much love for them as well. We are all connected and have been for eternity. I realized that we just play roles on earth when we get bored. I was really ready for my rest. I remember the death before this life but nothing from other lives. I've remembered that death this whole life. Even as a very young child. I've had dreams about it all my life. It was scary but it was rather fast. There was a flood and people were trying to get to safety. There was a man in black and a black hat that was trying to help me. I don't think I knew him personally. He was already on the other side when I stepped into the water. The bank gave way and into the flood I went. I can still taste the mud in my mouth and smell the fresh turned dirt. I could feel the sticks scraping my legs and arms as I struggled to swim. There was really no use the water was too thick with debris. I tried to make it to the other side when everything just goes quiet.
I think I was a nurse as well. Only because I have so much knowledge and I am completely calm during an emergency. It is something I cannot explain but I feel it within.
I 100% trust my gut now. I don't care how stupid something sounds or feels.
About 2 years ago I was sitting on the couch in my living room. I was having a hell of a day with a headache. That, along with increasing anxiety made for a very uncomfortable feeling. But, something was telling me the dumbest thing. I kept getting, "sweep the porch". I don't really have a porch. Just a small concrete square to stand on at the front door.
I couldn't take it anymore. I asked Shannon to please do me a favor and to not question me. I then asked him to sweep the porch. He swept the porch good and came back in. Never questioned me. Within 2 minutes (not kidding at all) I got a Facebook message from a woman. She was wanting to message me but was nervous because it gave her too much anxiety. She had suddenly just felt like she could send the message. (While Shannon was sweeping the porch)
She too had had a death experience and she too was a small light. Her experience was completely different from mine but a few things were the same. It was so nice to hear someone else have an experience like that.
Yes, I seriously just typed ALL this out to say.
Hang in there, I hope it gets better. I know the feeling of wanting to skip this icky part on Earth. I can't even watch the news these days. It's all so depressing 😞. If you ever need an ear I'm here.
Give the babies my love. I hope you get out of the rut and start kicking butt.
Xoxo
Also, I really enjoy reading your blips. It makes me feel like I'm getting to see a small memory in someone else's brain. A very unique perspective indeed.
When I died I went to the light only to find out that we are the lights. I was a very pale blue color. I don't know how I know that, I just do. When the other lights (souls) would get closer to me, I could feel them and their warmth and love for me. I felt so much love for them as well. We are all connected and have been for eternity. I realized that we just play roles on earth when we get bored. I was really ready for my rest. I remember the death before this life but nothing from other lives. I've remembered that death this whole life. Even as a very young child. I've had dreams about it all my life. It was scary but it was rather fast. There was a flood and people were trying to get to safety. There was a man in black and a black hat that was trying to help me. I don't think I knew him personally. He was already on the other side when I stepped into the water. The bank gave way and into the flood I went. I can still taste the mud in my mouth and smell the fresh turned dirt. I could feel the sticks scraping my legs and arms as I struggled to swim. There was really no use the water was too thick with debris. I tried to make it to the other side when everything just goes quiet.
I think I was a nurse as well. Only because I have so much knowledge and I am completely calm during an emergency. It is something I cannot explain but I feel it within.
I 100% trust my gut now. I don't care how stupid something sounds or feels.
About 2 years ago I was sitting on the couch in my living room. I was having a hell of a day with a headache. That, along with increasing anxiety made for a very uncomfortable feeling. But, something was telling me the dumbest thing. I kept getting, "sweep the porch". I don't really have a porch. Just a small concrete square to stand on at the front door.
I couldn't take it anymore. I asked Shannon to please do me a favor and to not question me. I then asked him to sweep the porch. He swept the porch good and came back in. Never questioned me. Within 2 minutes (not kidding at all) I got a Facebook message from a woman. She was wanting to message me but was nervous because it gave her too much anxiety. She had suddenly just felt like she could send the message. (While Shannon was sweeping the porch)
She too had had a death experience and she too was a small light. Her experience was completely different from mine but a few things were the same. It was so nice to hear someone else have an experience like that.
Yes, I seriously just typed ALL this out to say.
Hang in there, I hope it gets better. I know the feeling of wanting to skip this icky part on Earth. I can't even watch the news these days. It's all so depressing 😞. If you ever need an ear I'm here.
Give the babies my love. I hope you get out of the rut and start kicking butt.
Xoxo
Also, I really enjoy reading your blips. It makes me feel like I'm getting to see a small memory in someone else's brain. A very unique perspective indeed.
There’s so much that I want to say to this! Thank you for your support and for sharing this deeply intimate experience with me, friend. 🤍